ALL GOOD THINGS MUST END….
…… the first year went by with us enjoying conversing and sharing our lives together…
Both of us uses each other as someone to tell everything to without reservations knowing it’s just between us… we have no other connection to anyone in our circle…
OR….
This is how I view it and why I willingly confess to so much of my personal experiences… I speak freely of everyone.. my sisters ; my sons ; my friends.,..
I was thinking my feelings of distaste for them and my negative thoughts won’t cause no harm because they have no chance of ever knowing or hearing what I say or how I feel .. Cory isn’t a part of my immediate surroundings.. and some of these conversations is not for the people in question ears…. it not that it’s a secret or is it malicious in any way..
It’s just a matter of sparing feelings of hurt 😞 if told…
No one knows him.. and he knows no one…
so I vent and gripe my grievances to him freely and easily without guilt knowing it’s just between us..
We became so close ;we form a very strong bond that I even surprised myself of just how close we have grown….
And when I decided to help my ex friend abbey….
He was more than willing to help me with my campaign of helping abbey … because he saw how passionate I was to her cause…
I was very touched that he stood by me and decided to help me help her along.. I thought… only a true friend would do this kind of thing… and I admire him for it… and I hold him in very high esteem… his generosity was far and beyond…
And I was very flattered when he choose to prove his faithful friendship by doing something so out of the ordinary…
And when he sent me that voice mail I saw it as a act of loyalty to me…
I didn’t look at it.. in the sense of him deceiving her trust.. he was after all my friend…
What is two months compared to two years…???! So I didn’t hold it against him… as a matter of fact.. I thank him for letting me see her for who she was and how she actually view me as a friend…
He had some regrets after I ended my friendship with her… he didn’t anticipated me making that choice… I assured him he just opened my eyes to her true nature…
All those years I was thinking that we had a concrete bond of friendship… I just come to realize that I was just fooling myself…
Cory and I we talked for hours about it all.. me trying to understand how I never saw that side of her..Cory he just listened while I tried to make sense of it….
That the kind of friend he was.. after I think I got it all out and no more was left to be said… I asked him to not mention her name to me anymore and I will also refrain from talking about her too…
I figured they would still stay in contact and I didn’t want to have anything to do with their relationship….
and he agreed.. we continue with our friendship as is .. moving forward and beyond that episode..
But…
I never forget how he proves his faithfulness to me…
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TO BE CONTINUED…..
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