MY LOVE-LOVE: THE JOY & PAIN OF AN UNFORBIDDEN LOVE; chapter 5

I received a text from him a few days later… I was very pleased to hear from him.. but.. When I read what it says… I was kinda puzzled and a little hurt….

He was asking me to come by his house to meet his father. He implied that he wanted to hook me up  with his him…

My mind was in a turmoil because it became very obvious that he really didn’t like me….and all my efforts to show him the extent of my true feelings for him seems in vain..

Our age difference really poses as an impact on how he sees me… it was just sex to him…causal sex….

I was not very pleased with his suggestion….. but…

I agree to go to his home because it meant seeing him and getting a chance to be with him, an I want to try to explain to him that he is my only interest…

I was very annoyed that he wanted to pass me on to his father..

.  I got to his house,  that afternoon.. after work…A man who I assumed to be his father, answered … I greeted him, introduced myself and asked for him…

He told me he was in his bedroom.. I politely sat down hoping for him to exit and come out to join us.. his father tried to have a conversation with me.. but my mind was so preoccupied with raging thoughts of him wanting to pass me on to his father…that I was not focused on what he was saying…

I became very impatient waiting… realizing that he was intentionally staying in his bedroom to give us a chance to know each other..

I asked his father to excused me and I went .. knocked on his door.. and walked in the bedroom to confront him…

I angrily told him that I didn’t appreciate that he is trying to pass me on like a piece of old clothes  Which he can discard after using…

I tried to explain to him…It’s him I like and it’s not because I’m desperate and need a man that badly… I let him know my desires is just for him…
I became very emotional knowing that he really doesn’t like me… I was a little embarrassed and so hurt to accept this realization…

I began telling him I was going and making the promise to leave him alone seeing that he doesn’t share my feelings… I began to walk towards the door… getting ready to leave..when he pulled me back to him.. encircled me in his arms and kissed me ever so passionately….

Of course I didn’t resist him.. and to my surprise and pleasure he fervently starts to undress me…

.then I think of his father on the outside and I try to resist, telling him …

“no your father is outside “…

but that did not deter him and I was much too turned on by now … I really didn’t want him to stop…I was all for it.

I wanted him, I couldn’t resist him. kitty was twitching… getting soakingly wet and all she wanted was to feel that hard throbbing dick sliding it’s way inside ….easing my burning desires that was getting so intense with his every touch.. I felt I was ready to explode….

I was so hottt…

He led me to the bathroom, where it was more private….

bend me over the sink .. I welcome him eagerly as he enters me with a deep plunge… I gasped with pure pleasure as he began thrusting hard with the same urgency I was feeling… we both cum within minutes with an explosive orgasm…

he had to put a hand over my mouth to keep me quiet… I couldn’t control or contain my emotions… he had my legs trembling and kitty begging for more.. I tried to get seconds..

He led us back into the bedroom.. as I continued loving on his chest… kissing him… Pressing closely into him.. showing him how much I still want him..whispering .. “one more time.. I want you… please..??!!!! ”

but he resisted … and reluctantly.. pushed me away..as he heard his father called his name.. he got up got dressed as I watched him.. and walked out to his father…

I was left inside trying to calm down and regain my composure….

I was still so hottt.. and ready to explode again that I decided to touched kitty to give her an ease from the pulsating rhythm that was causing this burning, electrifying and intense convulsions…and with one touch I was sent in a height of ecstasy.. I stood there for a couple minutes waiting for my body to stop convulsing and twitching.. I wanted him so badly…

It took me a little longer than I expected to find my composure.. but..

I got up.. went to the restroom and get properly dressed and calm myself down… brush my hair and timidly went out to join them… I was self conscious knowing his dad knew exactly what took place in that bedroom…

I was smiling to myself feeling very pleased..as I silently thought….

 and so we had a quickie. It was so excited and sweet. What he does to me and for me. How am I going to get pass him.

. I was still thinking of the fact that he did not want me enough that he tries to hook his father up with me; it only tells me what he really feels for and about me. I was a bit hurt but try to understand how he thinks.

 I was not mad at him only sorry I was so much older that I could not ask or expect anything of him.

I wanted him, ….how I wanted him!!!!’, …but how can I have him?

He took me home and I sadly walked away… knowing there is no hope for me being with him…

The next two weeks I just live to see him. I couldn’t wait for each day to come just to get the chance of seeing him. But for most part.. apart from an occasional “hi”.. he completely again ignored me…

I started to take lunch for him daily.. knowing it gives me a way of connecting with him.. he enjoyed my cooking so I take pleasure in preparing it for him..

We had our lunchtime together whenever possible…. this was my way of getting him close and be close to him…while secretly hoping to ignite his sexual desires to want me again…

He spent most of his time with Veronica..It would break my heart every time I see them together…but I had accepted that fact that they were a couple..

I would still seek him out after work, talk to him, but I know he had no interest in me.

Even though I enjoy seeing him daily and enjoy our little chitchat whenever I get the chance to.. it only serves to peak my sexual desires for him..

I keep reliving our few times together..which only intensified my passion and allowing me to crave for some more of him….

MY desire was again building to the surmount .. so much that I find it difficult to control my thoughts.. I became so overwhelmed with the desire to share his bed again…that I made up my mind to asked.. yet again for another time with him..

He was off this particular day and I missed seeing him that day… he consumes my mind all day.. so I wanted to connect with him…

I sent him a text …asking if we could get together…

He text back saying he’s on his way to Deltona. I was a bit disappointed but I kind of expect that answer. But still pleased that he at least responded instead of ignoring..

I was there sulking for about…two minutes ….. whenI received another text from him saying…

..”yea com by my house I b home I am on my way back”.

I was so happy and elated. I reply,

“if you could only see the smile on my face. I will be there.”

I became very anxious for the time to arrive for me to leave work.. it couldn’t come fast enough…

I hurried home took me a shower get ready as fast As I could..and headed over.. with heart thudding and racing with exciting anxiety…

I was smiling and happy that I took that chance of contacting him and asking him to see me…. the ride to his house was only ten minutes.. but it seems to take forever..

I was like a schoolgirl with her first crush…

When I finally got to his house I knocked and waited what seems like an eternity for him to answer…I couldn’t wait to pounce on him…

…………………………………….,………………..

TO BE CONTINUED…..

 

7 thoughts on “MY LOVE-LOVE: THE JOY & PAIN OF AN UNFORBIDDEN LOVE; chapter 5

    1. Hey bill.
      Actually he got fired for hitting a car 🚗 with a some shopping 🛒.. and didn’t report it…
      I working on the next episode..
      Thanks for liking my story.

      I just realized that it how shaky our relationship was in the beginning..
      but stay tuned for the continuation…

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  1. Blog Andrew

    As I’ve written before I think the word Kitty is adorable ‘I touched Kitty to ease her a bit….’, I wish it was a name used over here in the UK, so much classier than many we use, even pussy is a little tacky now.

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    1. Hey rob…

      I’m hoping my writing ✍️ has improved some..

      I need you to give a review and let me know if you see anywhere I can improve..
      Or if you noticed anything that I should correct..

      The old version was so poorly written..
      So I’m trying to embellish and enhance it to make it more readable

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